my coming birthday

Yes, that's Right. those are really pathetic options. hahar. But i really only have those as choices!
So apparently, there are no one else here except Sprinkles to celebrate my birthday with. Of course, there's also yj. But do you think he will even remember? LOL. =P don't even hope on it. DON'T.
and it's perfectly fine, cus i really want to be happy on a 'New Day' (: and not dwell on unnescessary thoughts. Plus, i know from experience that hanging out with Sprinkles is never a bad choice! hahar. So I'll allow myself to spend my whole day with her.

BUT.

but, )'= what can 2 girls do on a birthday?
especially when i'm driving )'=
for once i really hope i'm the passenger, and i don't have to worry about directions, or traffic, or parking. but i guess i'm not spared on my birthday either! hahar.
well, thus, and hence why my first choice was 'Six Flags', cus I don't want to spend the day driving from point A to point B. and then to point C, and back again to A. I want minimal driving, and hence, why an Amusement Park is a great idea cus it'll take the whole day!

problem solved?

not completely.

see, the problem is that Sprinkles has her final on that day, till 12 50pm.
I mean, say we take off then, and reach 'Six Flags' at 2? Then we probably only have about 6-7 hours to ride on all the rides? Is that enough time? hrm. Oh wells. But is there another choice?
hahar. Seems like this is it eh?

ANYWAYS. my dream 20th birthday, is obviously sth that has to do with the Lord. because if you haven't known, I really love my Lord, and there's nth else that can satisfy, but the Lord himself. So then you would probably mumble to yourself "then why isn't Cindy planning on spending time with the saints?"
the answer to that is just, "there are no saints, here."
in short, it's summer, everybody's gone, and those who are here, aren't close enough to me to the extend that they are willing to spend the whole day with me.
does that make sense? (; cus you know, really. you want to feel entertained, and not being in a position where you're thinking "what should i say next" to the person you're with.
i just want to rest. yes, Rest.
So back to my DREAM birthday (:

starting from personal time at 00:00 (will be accomplished)
and then, waking up early in the morning and do morning revival (will be accomplished)
then have a nice breakfast (x)
the whole day's activity is planned by others (x)
one of which we go to a park/beach and sing hymns, pray and hang out! (x)
(and one of them is gd with guitars that he/she plays it)
they planned dinner; whether it's their own cooking or we go to a nice restaurant.

and that's it!

just for a day; i don't want to be the lead.


(=

hee. but you know, it's really okay.
i really felt that way.
cus i know the Lord in me will take that lead on my birthday.
but hey. if you have any suggestions on what i should do, please email me kay!
I LOVE YOU! (: